I Reminice

Only 2 and 1/2 years but a lifetime of memories The moment I heard you were gone I broke down crying on my knees saying Lord please Take me instead 'cause I feel like I'm already dead My methods ahuevo de smoke That's why the future will roll in his head Man, getting a little choked up just rapping about it "Los hombres no lloran for shit homeboy quit rapping about it" I reminice about back in the day we use to play before we lift weights But I also remember the scuffles we had in pulling to play this way Hearing you say to this day "Hey perro come over so we can lift weights" And getting a hyna and getting first base Then I embrace finally Grasping hard to reality 'cause I hate living a fantasy Realizing that not really here; I said to myself that it cannot be It cannot be that you're not really here It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here You're not really here... I reminice about back in the days carnal We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal I wonder why you had to leave my side Your memories on my mind everyday and every night All of the time I reminice about back in the days carnal We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal I wonder why you had to leave my side Your memories on my mind everyday and every night All of the time You're probably wondering why I didn't show up to the funeral I bet it was beautiful carnal did it hurt just to look at you Laying there in the coffin on your back dressed in black Cause I couldn't understand the fact That you had to pass and couldn't get a chance To live a holy life Always did something right our couple of days were tight Thanks for everything expressing my gratitude with tears trickling Down my face 'cause I went out with praise in this emotional maze But in the end of my days thinking of ways I'd rather get by or leave myself a place so I must get high Why is there so many questions to solve? Not enough answers so it's easy to call I don't worry it all I'll be your help when I fall when I feel reassured with your pictures on my wall Now I lay me down to sleep dream my soul for the Lord to keep And if you ever see me sleep anything close to a week Now I want to let you know that I truly rest in peace Yeah was sup. This song is dedicated to my homie Ramiro Who passed away on Mother's Day. And is dedicated to his familia And everyone who's lost someone out there. Rest in Peace. I know You're looking down on me homie. And I know it. Rest in peace Gracias Por everything homie. I'll miss you. Al rato I reminice about back in the days carnal We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal I wonder why you had to leave my side Your memories on my mind everyday and every night All of the time I reminice about back in the days carnal We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal I wonder why you had to leave my side Your memories on my mind everyday and every night All of the time It's hard homie putting these words in a song 'cause now you're gone And I'm all alone suicidal thoughts just rolling through my dome I'm sorry ese if it seems like my voice is getting eerie But every night I think about that day I get a little teary Si supieras lo que hicistes dejastes a tus padres bien triste no es un chiste Es algo serio caiste al cemeterio De los 17 años nomas por un paño Why el varrio que queries tanto como les canto Esta historia sin estar llorando? Cuando ando solo en mi carro me acuerdo en esos tiempos desmadrosos Dos mocosos jugandole los pozos De las calles we were whooped we went out to the valles Looking for enemigas listos para ser desmadres was an everyday thing And until that night when I heard the phone ring at about 2:00 in the morning My jefita gave me the bad news and my tears just started pouring, pouring This is for all my homies that pass away descansa en paz