Meltdown

Got a million questions I can't think straight

Had too many drinks I can't walk straight

It's building up I think this is a meltdown, breakdown

I can be your high for the night I

I can be so wild like your dreams

I'll make you come alive for a little while, while

Yeah I promise you it all looks good on paper

But I can promise you it's not like that

My heart is hurting

I don't trust the world

I don't understand

Who I am to you

My heart is hurting

I don't trust the world

I don't understand

Who I am to you

Everything is blurry when I'm with you

Shit, I just don't want you like I used to

This is rough but I can't be your lifeline

You're not mine

Wanna get me high for the night, I

I could let you try, you won't get it right

Only feel alive when I'm dreaming, I, I

Yeah you love my eyes

I do look good in pictures

But I keep telling you I'm not like that

My heart is hurting

I don't trust the world

I don't understand

Who I am to you

My heart is hurting

I don't trust the world

I don't understand

Who I am to you

My heart beats faster now

I feel this major pressure

I can't keep running 'round

Tomorrow I'll be better

I'm screaming there's no sound

This is such a nightmare

Strange places all around

Hunts me when I'm down

My heart is hurting

I don't trust the world

I don't understand

Who I am to you

My heart is hurting

I don't trust the world

I don't understand

Who I am to you

My heart beats faster now

I feel this major pressure

I don't understand

I can't keep running 'round

I'm screaming there's no sound

This is such a nightmare (I don't understand)

My heart beats faster now (I don't understand)

I feel this major pressure

I don't understand

I can't keep running 'round, running round

I'm screaming there's no sound

This is such a nightmare