Sometimes I Get Weak (Interlude)

Love me or not, my family tides closing

And I can’t sleep cause I been dreaming with my eyes open

Wide open, heart on my sleeve

If I ever cut myself then it’s to see if I’ll bleed

J.I️.D. said that

I overstep my boundaries tryna step over my setbacks

If I wrote it I meant that

And honestly, I miss when I didn’t know that you lied to me

Hidden animosity under the fakest smiles for me

Y’all wanted us dead I thought you would die for me

And I’m just hoping it stopped

If I got nothing else this the only hope that I got

Why the closest **** to me always want what I got

And I don’t even mean to try to flex 'cause really I hit rock bottom

I just notice he only want it when I got it

I guess that’s where the pipe dream ends

Keeping my enemies close like Siamese twins

I guess I’m over it, 'til he’s effected I can’t take in his perspective

I lost two houses, two dogs my **** I’m disconnected

I miss feeling the love you say that you had for me

I hope our losses was worth you losing your family