Ten Times The Weight

Force me to love myself

Ten times the weight

Like a widow weighing down her faith

Force me to find myself

Ten times the haze

On the other side, I found my way

No one has to know that I will go this far

I know it inside as I hold my heart for you

That I will go this far

No one in life who will know that I will lose it all

Force me to love myself

Ten times the cage

Like a borough closing down its gates

Force me to calm myself

Ten times the rage

With another word, it just might break

And no one seems to know that I will go this far

I know it inside as I hold my heart for you

That I will go this far

No one in life who will know that I will lose

And now that I greet the end

And go where I will go

Heaven inside my hands

I hope that I won't be alone

When I will go this far

I know it inside as I hold my heart for you

Oh, that I will go this far

No one in life who will know that I will lose it all

When I will go this far

And no one in life who will know that I will lose

It all

Such a clever way of nothing new

Such a clever way of nothing new

Gone