Left Alone (Acoustic)

I feel your hands latched on my throat

Why do I keep you close to me?

And how many times do you think I swear

That I'll keep coming back

Even though you won't care?

Until I'm gone

I watch you wish upon a million stars

And none of them will fall

Across the sky to give you everything

You fucking want it all

Is this the part where you come begging me to just accept your flaws?

And when I hide behind a closed door

I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more

Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more

I'm anxious and I'm so sure

That I'm better when I'm left alone

I said I'm better when I'm left alone

I know I'm better when I'm left alone

I do better when I can forget about you

That's the deepest cut I won't cover

No need for love, I won't suffer

I don't bleed the same as no others

So what the fuck you want from me?

You want some company

But I don't smile when you sit in front of me

Expecting love right after what you've done to me

The day you die, it ain't the one you seek

Is it love or

Blurring up the same lines?

Can't read it with the paint dries

But we believing all the same lies

So that shit don't matter now does it?

Remember how I try to save us, now fuck it

I can keep on and on about nothing

'Cause whenever you were trying to change me I wasn't

Gonna leave me to grace you

We need to face truth

Breathe deep, escape you

Knees weak, I may lose

Am I fucking fit to break through?

But I'm

Never gonna make it through the night, eh

I don't give a fuck about a fight

I've been putting up with one my whole life

And when I hide behind a closed door

I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more

Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more

I'm anxious and I'm so sure

That I'm better when I'm left alone

I said I'm better when I'm left alone

I know I'm better when I'm left alone

I feel your hands latched on my throat

Why do I keep you close to me?