I barely got any sleep

I been up makin the project

Now I sit back and I think

Why am I making this nonsense

Nobody knows of the conscience

That always bangs in my mindset

There's so many prices to pay on the road that I take and I don't even profit

I don't wanna listen to you

You always scream in my ear

It only gets better you gotta remember that people's love for you

You matter way more than you know

I heard those phrases before

But tell me what does it matter if people just shattering all of you're hopes

Prototypes almost complete

Soon it will be released

And one day you'll see the same perception as I do in this world we breathe

And if you want my opinion

You probably won't even like it

A pacifist tryna avoid the gloves in his closet he uses to fight with

I don't wanna hurt anybody yet I'm the one feelin the pain why

Cuz I didn't hurt anybody they takin advantage of what it is inside

I feel my heart don't belong to me yet everyone's gotten a share

I feel like its been all over the block but nobody cares of the scars

They give it but tell me its fair

What's the point of existence

I'm receivin these cuts that don't heal gets worse every second I'm living

I'm twitchin like I have addictions

You put me in zero condition to give any tolerance

I'm bein honest I'm tired of swallowing pride like tradition

Tell me what is my gain

Everybody wanna play me like a damn game

There's no refunds to what I've given you

But I wish that was so I can say, I forgot everything you've given me

But I cant cuz its all in the memory

Playing back like cassette tapes on repeat

And it's not that I wanna hear the misery

Storms comin but I highly recommend

You stay inside if you wanna live

You don't wanna be in shock from what I feel

Unless you wanna see what I'm gonna give

Is there anybody else that can feel this

No one knows of the problems that I deal with

There is so many that I try to solve

Then I'm the one hurt in the ending

And it ain't even mine to begin with

You don't even know of the walks I'm takin at night

I don't even show it cuz people play me as joke then I cover it saying I'm fine

Maybe that's why when I look in reflections and see I'm a clown

Nobody knows how I feel when I sit down and speak my confessions

I'm drippin tears and I'm wishing hat I had gun just to easily end it

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live in a world that is filled

With the people whose spitting all over the innocent

Give me a reason me to give my respect

Give me a reason out my trust

Give me a reason to show you all anything this the effect that you left

Look what caused I threw my emotions outta the window

If anything I may have a little

I know that tossing them never that simple but here's where I'm at

I never did harm to you people in fact

I showed you all to the way of a path

That guaranteed to show you who viroperception is but I'm glad

To open a new door

To show something that you never ever seen before

Be grateful that saw the other one at all

Now ya gonna see the other side of that war

Gotta get a little bloody and a bit ugly don't run from me what you thought

I was just a dummy

Man you really sound funny thinkin it was luck leaving me

To die by myself should've saw it comin

Ain't nobody take a look at the damage that they caused

Even if I make it I don't want your applause

All I really want you to do is turn around

Look into my eyes and tell me what you saw

Did you see person tryna crawl barely holding up at all

Moving like they had a couple drinks of alcohol

Begging for some help but nobody paid attention in the moment

He thinkin he would give death a call

Anyways its almost complete

I gotta record a couple of tracks on the thing then it will release

I needed to show what I feelin I don't think I mentioned you see

I feel like I don't matter the people keeps messin my home up then leave to clean

But what I mean is I've done all I can to make people happy

But I'm never happy and really exactly the opposite happens sadly

And I didn't say anything but then that's probably people taking advantage

And doing some damage without even knowing

I'm really hopin they now understand it