Xanned Out (feat. slchld)

on my deathbed

don't want no flowers

cuy they symbol pain

you don't look sad anyway

wait

I see you smiling

so I can't stand all of your tears cuz they fake

I know how they really feel

they wouldn't know much about me

not into fucking all with these lame

money don't count itself

always be counting on what I earned

if I'm alive then I make it worth

won't get caught up with these dirty drugs

false love was all I got in this mess

talking about how they be getting drips

truthfully I got lost too in the moment

but now I'm alone and atonin'

Got caught in my head

Thought way too far ahead

I don't know where I'm going, going

I got these butterflies singing in my mind

I’m far from light

my reminisce fading in my life

Im holding tight

before I die let me find

we’re lost in mind trapped in dreams

I’m paralyzed numb in & out

stand side by side devil and god

got lot of friends but still so lonely

I don’t know bout all these dreams fall through me

can’t runaway from you inside me

better days but I still feel so lonely

요즘은 나 쉽게 또 burn out

사람을 못 믿어 I’m alone now

버리지 못하는 추억들이 많아서

can’t runaway I am no good now

abusing more everything

from you I will never be free

can’t stop me from everything

so I don’t know where to go now

Got caught in my head

Thought way too far ahead

I don't know where I'm going, going