Bleeding red and feeling blue

I am whole in this space for two

Still at arms length away from you

And it'll stay that way 'long as I dream of you

'Long as you feel this way I can't shake it

'Long as you breathe the same I try to erase me

How do I leave this out when I see that you're changing

How do you see us now how can I leave you out

I know you can see me derailing

Wondering why you don't jump overboard as I'm flailing

I'm the one overboard

I'm flailing I'm flailing I'm overboard

Derailing derailing going overboard

Ailing and ailing I'm overboard

I'm overboard

Free these hands I'm feeling lost stuck in the middle

Treading on open water and I ain't getting no signals

No ain't been coming through what we've been doing ain't my type of committal

I've been losing faith in you for a while now little by little

I guess I'm just taken back by your reaction

That lack of urgency and absence of attraction

Go ahead keep letting me fall and quit the retraction

Keep keep on letting me fall wish I'd lose it all

I know you can see me derailing

Wondering why you don't jump overboard as I'm flailing

I'm the one overboard

I'm flailing I'm flailing I'm overboard

Derailing derailing going overboard

Ailing and ailing I'm overboard

I'm overboard

Derailing I'm ailing I'll have as many drinks as I want

Inhaling inhaling many drinks as I want

I've been staring at this blank page about an hour now like non stop

Detailing how I'm overboard and now sinking fast as a rock

Derailing derailing don't keep me close I'm all cool

Inhaling inhaling fingers crossed I might act a fool

Leave me just as you do

Because I know I've been overboard and it's all because of you