Tell the Truth

I could tell the truth if I wanted to

I could tell the truth if I wanted to

I could tell the truth if I wanted to

Wanted to

It's so sad to see, you're working me over

Oh Lord, again?!

I'm so glad to be... partially sober

I've lost too many friends

How can I compete with the man that I promised you?

I tried so hard to bend

Don't tell me who I was or who I want to be

You're doing it again

I can tell that you saw all my love

When he came into our lives

Does it hurt you inside to know that I'll be there for him?

I swear that I will fight

Till I die if that's what it takes

But for now I'm alive

And I'm standing tall for Haven's sake

I couldn't tell the truth if I wanted to

I couldn't tell the truth if I wanted to

I couldn't tell the truth if I wanted to

Wanted to, to

I've thrown ambition to the fire, (hope melted away)

You let your promises expire

And I swear that you'll never hear the end of this

I can tell that you saw all my love

When he came into our lives

Does it hurt you inside to know that I'll be there for him?

I swear that I will fight

Till I die if that's what it takes

But for now I'm alive

And I'm standing tall for Haven's sake

These are the moments where I feel my heart skip a beat

Trials of adulthood, only ice below my feet

These are the moments where I feel your hand fade away

These are the moments that I wish that I had fucking stayed

These are the moments that I had put the pills down

These are the moments that I wish that I was in the ground

These are the moments where I wish I could tell the truth

These are the choices that I made

This is me living without you