Agony

You can hate me

I swear I hate myself

You’ve got no fucking idea of

The pain I’ve dealt

You can hate me

I swear I hate myself

Call me the devil

Ill show you what it’s like in hell

Agony

I’m sick of all this ticking in my head

It’s making my ears ring

Voices want me dead

The walls are starting to bleed

Knuckles turning red

From all this punching through concrete

Pounding in my head

I think I’m starting to break

I’m done living in regret

All the tears you’ve shed

Are meaningless to me

I am agony

You can’t change me

I’m already broken

Just the ghost of a man who can’t be saved

You can hate me

I hate myself

You can’t save me

There’s no reason to cry

I’m already dead inside

You can hate me

I can’t be saved

It’s too late for me

I’m always angry

Vision always burning red

I’m so sick of it

Call me the devil

Call me Satan himself

I’m never getting better

‘Cause I’m trapped in hell

Do you know what it’s like

Wishing tomorrow you won’t open your eyes

Do you know what it’s like

Dreading every breath that helps keep you alive

I’m just a waste of space

That’s how it’s always been

Sick of saving face

I’m fucking over it

You can’t change me

I’m already broken

Just the ghost of a man who can’t be saved

You can hate me

I hate myself

You can’t save me

There’s no reason to cry

I’m already dead inside

You can hate me

I can’t be saved

It’s too late for me

If there really is a god

I’m sure he wishes I was something I’m not

And if there really is a god

I’m just another bastard son left to rot