F****d up Day

I got Crown in my cup

I got Crown, am I drowning?

I might, I might drown in my tub

This some powder, that Whitney

That powder's powerful stuff

Binge watching Power for hours

Man, a power outage would suck

Even though I'm out of it

I don't think that I'm out of it drunk

I go outside of my house

And the front is cloudy as fuck

Fucked up 'cause the cloudiness caused

Me to feel down, need to chill out

I can't crawl out of the dumps

A lot of drowsiness

I'm drowsy from the Valiums I took

Earlier, five minutes later my neighbor came out

And waved to me with his nine year old son

Geeked up on a five-day-long run

And it just occurred that I'm shirtless

With a gun inside of my trunks

I should go inside, I might've frightened 'em

So white I might burn

Put on a shirt, lеft herb in the tray

I had to skip on the blunt

Got rolling papers, changed the channel 'cause a sitcom was on

Did too many drugs to pay attention, thinking negative thoughts

Heart beating, panickin' ate my Xanax's and I chased it with Scotch

Like fuck today

Drunk another day

Wanna run away

Tryna numb the pain, but I can't

What a shame

It's a fucked up day

Another fucked up day

I'm drunk another day

Wanna run away

Tryna numb the pain, but I can't

What a shame

It's a fucked up day

Another fucked up day

I woke up on the floor

I woke up, I'm still drunk

I must've broke something, I'm sore

I must've fucked up for sure

Looks like my knuckles are busted

My knuckles scuffed with no skin

This ain't the first time 'cause the first was the worst

I done done it again

Done, done, done, done so many dumb things

Looked around and studied the mess

Look there goes one of my, one of my chef knives

Right up under my desk

Looks like, like I done did my usual, becoming obsessed

With getting drunk and telling people I'ma cut off they head

Cut off by, cut off by friends

Family, damn there's a bottle

It's got a couple sips left

I don't give a fuck if it spits

Bang, bang, bang, bang on the door

My lady saying "Hey, you awake?"

I told her first "I know you're mad

What happened? Can you explain?"

Said, "Well you cussed out my sister and then you threatened to smack her

You chased her outside with a knife because she dissed Michael Jackson

You started punching the hood of your car, harassing the neighbors

You did a line on IG Live then cried all night like a baby

This gotta stop"

Drunk another day

Wanna run away

Tryna numb the pain, but I can't

What a shame

It's a fucked up day

Another fucked up day

I'm drunk another day

Wanna run away

Tryna numb the pain, but I can't

What a shame

It's a fucked up day

Another fucked up day

Drunk another day

Wanna run away

Tryna numb the pain, but I can't

What a shame

It's a fucked up day

Another fucked up day