Lose It

How come these drugs don't even do shit? I just got a new bitch

Flip it, yeah, I move shit, shorty love how I do shit

She still playin' my old songs, I been workin' on new shit

I don't know if I'll wake up, I don't know what I'm doin'

Think I'm about to lose it, lose it

All the way back on my bullshit, my bullshit

I don't really gotta prove shit, don't gotta prove shit

I used to have nightmares, now I'm lucid

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same

Think something's changed

I fix the pain with the pain

I fix the pain with the pain

I thought that by now I'd be just chillin', 100 K and a bad bitch

Instead I got these drug habits

I lost the only thing I ever wanted, shit turned me into a savage

Mom's askin' if I'm okay, I just told her quit the askin'

And I'm flabbergasted by the way my life right now

Pain about the only way to feel alright by now

Slow it down and speed it up, don't ask me what's in my cup

And don't laugh 'cause you fucking sucked, told her to pass me the fuckin' blunt

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same

I think something's changed

I fix the pain with the pain

I fix the pain with the pain

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same

I think something's changed

I fix the pain with the pain

I fix the pain with the pain

If the gates that's so famous, ain't fake, then I hope I make it

Just another day in hell, rainin' murder all on the pavement

Wonder if before I die, I'll get to ride on a spaceship

I'm cravin' some, I can't say still amazes me that I made it

Conversations with Satan and Jesus about displacement

But I'm lookin' in the mirror, it's just me and I hate it

Don't ask me how I'm feelin again, I swear I'm amazing

I'm just tryna find the goddamn key to unlock this safe

It is safe to say that I turned into something that they don't play with

I'm smoked out, emaciated pacin' 'round in a vacant lot

Give me Xans and juice till I can barely walk, until I can't stand to talk

'Cause it feel like rubberbands that hit my hand too hard

I'm manic, culprit, never 'cause I'm never caught

Number one spitter and in hearts, I'm always high I'm never not

I know I'm nice, the ones who hatin' on me, mad they never was

I'd prolly be mad too if my whole life, I ain't never stunt

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same

I think something's changed

I fix the pain with the pain

I fix the pain with the pain

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same

I think something changed

I think something changed