Irony

I hear my friends say

"Thought you were done with him?"

Oh here comes the cliche

"Thought you were never gonna see him again?"

I remember what I said

Oh yes, I remember what I said

I hear my friends go

"When are you gonna start loving someone?"

Oh right I just don't know

I don't know how to control my feelings

I'm done

All I know is that

I'm not ready for it

Not ready for it

It's ironic

I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back

It's ironic

I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black

I hear myself go

"Will I ever see things the same way?"

I, I just don't know

I don't know how to cover up these feelings

I'm done

All I know is that

I'm not ready for it

I'm done

All I know is that

I'm not ready for it

Not ready for it

It's ironic

I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back

It's ironic

I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black

I honestly didn't expect you to become the person I look down on the most

You know what? I didn't think I would either

You sure did change a lot huh?

I know, I know neither of us ever wanted this

If you don't change the way you are now, I think you'll be stuck there forever

Well what can I do? I've already messed up enough to realize how much of a mess I've become

Why don't you ask yourself, what you REALLY want in life?

What I… really want…is…

I can't save you, I'm just a 6 year old you. You're the one who's living the present

It's ironic

I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back

It's ironic

I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black