If I’m Being Honest

Remember last week when I come home

3 in the morning, drunk off my mind

I told you that I loved you, that's a lie

Remember when we first met

And I told you you were the best I had, yeah?

Oh, I must admit that's a lie

And all these precious, precious moments

I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolescences

'Cause if I'm being honest

I break all my promises

And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend

And if I'm being honest

There's a weighing on my conscience

But I'd do it all, do it all over again

And even if I can't pay the price

I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again

If I'm being honest

I'm not being honest

Same, same, same old me for speaking my truth

Where's your belief?

My heart's on my sleeve, is that a crime?

I should be ashamed of myself

And the cards that I drew, but I must concieve

There's no way back, now I've crossed the line

And all these precious, precious moments

I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolescences

'Cause if I'm being honest

I break all my promises

And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend

And if I'm being honest

There's a weighing on my conscience

But I'd do it all, do it all over again

And even if I can't pay the price

I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again

If I'm being honest

I'm not being honest