Opia

Sometimes our greatest desire

And our greatest fear, simultaneously

Can be to love and be loved by others

Why? Because in order for me to truly let you love me

I have to be willing to let you see me naked, metaphorically speaking

That's intimacy, into me, see

But that's uncomfortable, so I'd rather hide

Because I'm scared that if you saw the real me, you'd reject me

If I let you see me, would we make it?

Hate being naked

Sometimes I just need more than you can give

Maybe that's selfish

But chasing my past never ends well

I live with shit that I can't tell

House ain't a home, feel like a motel

This Henny gon' say what I won't dare

I'm scared, so scared

Oh, I'm scared, so scared

There ain't much more that you can do to show that you care

You're more than qualified, but I'm so unprepared

I'm scared, so scared

Yeah, you don't know how this feels

When you got faith but you can't heal

Damn, that shit sting like a rubber band

Gotta fix this with my own hands

Hear me out

If things don't go too well

If you gon' stay, I will

If you gon' change, oh well

At least I tried

'Cause chasing my thoughts never ends well

I live with shit that I can't tell

House ain't a home, feel like a motel

This Henny gon' say what I won't dare

I'm scared, so scared

Oh, I'm scared, so scared

There ain't much more that you can do to show that you care

You're more than qualified, but I'm so unprepared

I'm scared, so scared

(Yeah, yeah)

(I'm so)

(Said I'm so, yeah)

(Oh yeah)

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so scared

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so scared

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so scared

Scared

Yeah, yeah

I'm so, oh, so, so, so scared