Now That the Sun Is Out (demo)

It's the first sun of the season

Making winter feel like the reason

I sat inside and watch the days go by

I laid in bed didn't even try to cry

Now that the sun is shining

Maybe i'll try smiling

Only time will reveal

If the happiness is real

Will vitamin d rays fix my head

Is it the sun or am i just broken

Is it seasonal depression

Is my head always this heavy

Is it seasonal depression

Am i giving up already

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now that the sun is out

But when the clouds get colder

My bones feel a little older

I don't wanna leave the couch

Much less leave the house

But maybe when the clouds part

I'll open up my heart

Try to see the silver lining

People keep saying is shining

Will vitamin d rays fix my head

Is it the sun or am i just broken

Is it seasonal depression

Is my head always this heavy

Is it seasonal depression

Am i giving up already

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now that the sun is out

Do i need a sad light or a therapist

Will summertime get rid of this

Aching feeling i'm not enough

Everything's wrong and i'm not up to it

Am i depressed or is it cloudy out

Can i do the dishes without a little pill

Will this hazy feeling go away

When the sun comes out to play

Is it seasonal depression

Is my head always this heavy

Is it seasonal depression

Am i giving up already

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now

Am i just broken now

Am i just broken now

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy cause now the sun is out

Is it seasonal depression

Is my head always this heavy

Is it seasonal depression

Am i giving up already

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now

Can i be happy now that the sun is out