Never Was

I was blinded by your light

Brighter than the sun

You were everything to me

The missing piece I dreamed of

You gave me always just enough

To keep me hanging on

And I stayed, didn't wanna give you

Any reason you should move on

Yeah, I told myself

That you were gonna come around

But I lost myself

In the waiting

I wish that I would've been worth it

Somebody that you coulda loved

Spent so long tryna be what you wanted

And it kills me that I never was

Some days, I forget your face

Like you werе never therе

And some days

It's like I'm right back in the place where we stood

And I wonder, did you ever

Find somebody better?

Somebody who can make you feel the way I never could?

I wish that I would've been worth it

Somebody that you coulda loved

Spent so long tryna be what you wanted

And it kills me that I never was

Yeah, I told myself

That you were gonna come around

But I lost myself

In the waiting

I wish that I would've been worth it

Somebody that you coulda loved

Spent so long tryna be what you wanted

And it kills me that I never was

And it kills me that I never was

Yeah, it kills me that I never was