Antarctica

Letting a new day begin

Hold to the time that you know

Locked in my room, four black walls

Tie the noose, no recall

No resolve, fuck withdrawal

Rather shoot up till I fall

Murder on call with the five nine

Twenty years and it seem like a lifetime

I been hangin' every day from a lifeline

While these fuckers had a dinner every night time

Smo-smokin' that dope off the foil, let me ball

Hoe, please don't call, don't fuck with y'all

Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever

Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather

I don't think I can explain any better

I'm Scarecrow the terror, and live for the lesser

My birth was an error

I am the Lord of Loneliness

I'll hold my breath, just spoke with Death

He said he hopes for the best

Told him I'm ropin' my neck, then I woke up

Chokin' from the hole in my chest

Somehow, I manage to function and hope

Every day, got a lump in my throat, that's them pills swallowed whole

Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes

End up humpin' they throat

Get the fuck away from me

I hate all of you, faithfully

This world was never made for me

Thankfully, I'm trained to see

Past all the lies, the ranks, the scenes

I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze

Letting a new day begin

Hold to the time that you know