制作
出演艺人
Julien Baker
声乐
作曲和作词
Julien Baker
词曲作者
制作和工程
Julien Baker
制作人
Calvin Lauber
录音工程师
Craig Silvey
混音工程师
Greg Calbi
母带工程师
歌词
[Verse 1]
When is it too many times
To tell you that I think of you every night?
I don't wanna make it hard on you
So I could be cruel
Yeah, I can make you hate me
Would that make it easy?
[Verse 2]
What, you think I forgot?
The fireworks, the black eye
Tradin' blows on the Fourth of July
But you were right, I was askin' for it
I always am
It's no good if the pain doesn't make you
Feel like you earned it
And I probably deserved it
[Verse 3]
'Cause all you ever say is
What's the point?
Is anybody there to help me now?
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil, I guess I was
Trying to even it out
[Verse 4]
Isn't that what you want?
For me to be miserable like you?
But, brother, you're about to get your wish
Puttin' my fist
Through the plaster in the bathroom of a Motel 6
Must have pictured it all a thousand times
I swear to God, I think I'm gonna die
I know you were right, I can't be fixed
So help me
[Verse 5]
'Cause all you ever say is, what's the point?
Is anybody there to help me now?
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil, I guess I was
Trying to even it out
Written by: Julien Baker
