Pain Inside My Eyes

I got the drive they see the ambition

Blood in my eyes I gave em the vision

I done played all the cards I was dealt talked to God then I did what I felt

I took a flight to my island I was there feeding the people

I brought the church to the body they told me I needed a steeple

I held a funeral on the left side of a broken mountain

Cry with the thousand perform for the one and then ask em who really counting

Gave em my heart while sharing my soul they ain’t want it I dipped it in gold

Went Pop Chic and I dropped hits now I brought it back to this Rose

I ain’t trying to be your pastor man I’m trying be your friend there’s struggles that I’m mastering I’ll share them when I can

I wanna win

I’m praying that you wanna win too

Open the door watch how you feel when you get through

Win I’m praying that you wanna win too

Open the door watch how you feel when you get through

Pain inside my eyes

Screaming bloody murder columbine

Praying I survive

I know that forever I’m alive

How could you think you could take me from the Most High

Can’t separate me from what don’t die

Don’t preach to me come speak to me

Maybe just listen

I tried to be close but there’s a good reason for distance

I peep tension in your tone

Respect this cuz I’m grown

I’m trying my best to give you my best but lately I feel so alone

You gave me stress but you coulda blessed but that’s not the path that you chose

And now you upset cuz I’m hella blessed and you took a different road

But I drew a map and left it in tact I’m hoping you find it

It’s here in the track just play it right back and I pray to God you’re reminded

If I’m finna die then I’m dying like the faithful

Look up to the sky show God That I’m grateful

May the best of your today’s be the worst of your tomorrows