I had a dream last night that my plant died

It couldn't have been much sadder if I tried

Got out of bed the next morning to check if it was still alive

It's a miracle for something of mine

I guess optimism's just a language that I'm not fluent in

And I would try to pretend to be happy, but I might ruin it

For everybody else

So I'll just be myself

It's all in my head

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

I read a book by an American pastor

He said "count your blessings" but I forgot to after

I guess one plus one doesn't always equal two

Forgot to add in what was hiding out of view

All in my

It's all in my

All in my

I guess optimism's just a language that I'm not fluent in

And I would try to pretend to be happy, but I might ruin it

For everybody else

So I'll just be myself

And it's all the same no matter what I do

Can't seem to change my point of view

It's not like I hate everyone too

I just can't be as happy as you

All the time

And don't try and change my mind

Optimism's just a language that I'm not fluent in

So I won't pretend to be happy

For anybody else

Or myself