Already Dead

You can see the pain in my laugh

Demons coming back from the past

Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse

Voices in my head

All I can hear them say

Is everyone wants me dead

Bitch, I'm already dead

I've been dead for years

I've been taking medicine again

Henny, mix it with the Vicodin

All my suffering is really getting under my skin

Maybe I should try to pray again

Try to wash away my sins

I know that they not my friends

But I'm friends with the drugs again

Lost my heart, lost it all

So much drama, hold the applause

Shit's like a soap opera, straight downfalls

Nightmares on the cell phone, late night calls

Lost my heart, lost it all

So much drama, hold the applause

No soap opera, straight downfalls

Listen to the nightmares call

You can see the pain in my laugh

Demons coming back from the past

Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse

Voices in my head

All I can hear them say

Is everyone wants me dead

Bitch, I'm already dead

I've been dead for years

You can see the pain in my laugh

Demons coming back from the past

Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse

Voices in my head

All I can hear them say

Is everyone wants me dead

Bitch, I'm already dead

I've been dead for years

Have you ever been so alone

That nobody's house feels like home?

I've been running out of drugs and hope

I don't even got a plug no more

Have you ever been so alone

That you don't know what to feel no more?

Ain't no reaching for the pills no more

One more when you're on the floor

I knew that I didn't stand a chance

I don't think I'll ever live again

I'm only here by popular demand

I'm staying alive for the fans, yeah

Lost my heart, lost it all

So much drama, hold the applause

No soap opera, straight downfalls

Listen to the nightmares call

You can see the pain in my laugh

Demons coming back from the past

Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse

Voices in my head

All I can hear them say

Is everyone wants me dead

Bitch, I'm already dead

I've been dead for years

You can see the pain in my laugh

Demons coming back from the past

Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse

Voices in my head

All I can hear them say

Is everyone wants me dead

Bitch, I'm already dead

I've been dead for years