Beautiful Disguise (feat. s0cliché)

I'm breaking apart as we go I've never seen down this road As the cracks are seeping in Please, help me within Maybe it's all over my head Feeling like this is the darkest of dread That I cannot escape Trade my life if I could save you What have I done, who have I become Staring right back at the edge of the gun What if I stay, look the other way Saving myself at the end of my days But know, this ain't the end Fill my heart with love and suspense Where were you when I tried Cast your stones, they don't hurt I'm here at the stake where I like to burn And it seems like a problem I'm drinking this solvent To fight off my demons Though I want to call it Too much of an addict A sick alcoholic I live in disease Because there's no cure Wounded wasted Hating this basement The change in your faces Don't tell me I'm pure I fought angels Through pleasures and mangers I wanted the dangers And I was so sure What have I done, who have I become Staring right back at the edge of the gun What if I stay, look the other way Saving myself at the end of my days But know, this ain't the end Fill my heart with love and suspense Where were you when I tried