Keep it one hundred

I been on one so don't hit my number

Star sixty-seven

I been undercover ghosting motherfuckers like a motherfuckers

Like did I stutter leave me be essentially i do not fuck with others

I'm reserved go and get a reservation for a conversation

I'm selective with communication

But it's ironic cause I'm desperate for association

I'm desperate

I don't even care to be popping and there and see

New sets of faces anxiety wearing me

We in the party my mind on my bed

I just wanna go ahead be alone but apparently

Need to do better I need to get sociable

People have told me I look unapproachable

I laugh to myself thinking it was a joke

But deep down I know I'm facing another obstacle

Missed opportunities friendships were broken

And lovers were vexed while I'm ignoring texts

I'm a DND demon like you know the rest

My phone is on vibrate it's sitting right next to me

Cause I don't need nothing to mess up this energy

I'm not surprised if I made a few enemies

Based off the fact that I'm not in the mix so if I send a diss

You know where it's finna be up

I can see I'm anti but I got my eyes close

Life been moving pronto really only god knows

I can't play both sides how can I be faux

Looking for the glow

I'm withdrawn from the drama

Withdrawn from the haze

Withdrawn from the bullshit

Withdrawn from the ways

My comfort zone starting to feel uncomfortable

I'm on your close friends we ain't even close friends

Addicted to posting how you got the most friends

But most of them posing

Ain't seen them in months and act like you cousins

Like what is you smoking

Like can not be me I stay out of that motion

My motives are clear I ain't doing the most

And I chill on the vibe and then life just be coasting

But what do I know like really do not quote me

It's just that I do not thrive off of attention

I see other **** and think it's embarrassing

Rather than being someone that I'm not

If I stayed to myself then you know that I'm genuine

Won't lose myself in the world

Though I can't see myself in the world

If my is vision's so minuscule

Life is a song and this feels like an interlude

After this break I'm a break out in centerview

I can see I'm anti but I got my eyes close

Life been moving pronto really only god knows

I can't play both sides how can I be faux

Looking for the glow

I'm withdrawn from the drama

Withdrawn from the haze

Withdrawn from the bullshit

Withdrawn from the ways

My comfort zone starting to feel uncomfortable

Lonliness is just a state of mind

I'm just passing time what I do it for

When I'm in a situation with no control

And my voice is heard but I'm still ignored

And I'm never sure if assertion is what I do need

Or maybe the function was never my speed

That's an excuse that's helping me breathe

For apprehension like some asthma to weed

It's always about someone else agenda

Always coming down how I'm a settle

Never main star of my own show

And shows now didn't get a special

Guess I'm better off being a guest star

Or in the background as an extra

Or maybe writers go and write me off

Last episode everyone expected

If you know me you don't know me

Don't go speaking on me

Don't go speaking on me