I Pray (Carroll County Sessions)

I'm tryna outrun my mind

Reminding myself of everything I'd leave behind

But the bottle keeps sellin' me lies

And I'd buy anythiing to get that high

I hope God takes mercy on my soul

'Cause I don't wanna let go

I'm puttin' on fake smiles for everyone but me

'Cause I just can't stand to see

My momma cryin'

She can see me dyin'

And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus

And ask Him to take my demons

And one day, I'll be okay

So I pray

I'm tryna believe in love

It's just gettin' hard to see

Through all this blood

And when it's not enough

It's kill and be killed by the thoughts that lost your trust

I'm puttin' on fake smiles for everyone but me

'Cause I just can't stand to see

My momma cryin'

She can see me dyin'

And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus

And ask Him to take my demons

And one day, I'll be okay

So I pray

And wished I'd knew the answer why

I feel so dead inside

And I'm just gettin' tired

Of puttin' on fake smiles for everyone but me

'Cause I just can't stand to see

My momma cryin'

She can see me dyin'

And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus

And ask Him to take my demons

And one day, I'll be okay

So I pray