Tony

I lived next door to a mate named Tony, we became friends, I was glad that he choose me,

I hang at his place, with his mum and his mates, and when his mum made lunch, it was love on a plate,

of I could taste the flavors from the lunch that we ate, “yum”

It was great, but then one day, he met a girl, and then walked away from me,

Tony how could you leave me, delete me, please don’t treat me, like u don’t see me, don’t release the guillotine on my dreams, and don’t tease me, “o jmmy breath don’t scream, Tony, please don’t squeeze my esteem, don’t leave me, please don’t proceed with the beef that deplete me, ur mum used to feed me, “yum”

but his mum past away, and that girl, she moved in, they had a great time, it aint right, Tony was my friend in grade nine

he made a family tree, three kids and a wife, “happy family” and that could have been me, then I visualized me living his life,

Could I take his job, could I make him resigned, could I take him on, could I make him abide, could I lie and pretend he committed suicide, could I take his wife, could I move into his house, could I make it mine, could I live his life, could I bring up his kids, could I drink his wine, and would anyone notice if I drove by, and said “hi” from the window of his ride,

I could hear their ring tones, them singing songs from outside my window, the fizz of gas coming out the lid when they would drink coke,

Is this sick joke, I couldn’t bear it any more,

the shame in my pillow, the pain out my window, it hit home, I was living in limbo, my life was a big joke, he was making his life with bacon he brings home, they both owned the new IPhones and his wife owned, a nice mink coat, she was like a beautiful pink skin toned flamingo,

I gazed out the window, imagined his wife as naked nympho, dancing around me in her mink coat, a slim pretty pink toned princess giving me strip show,

But, I was a joke, She was lovely, he had money, when he went and got puppy,

 “raaaaaaa” and that was it, I lost it, I grabbed my cricket bat, and I bossed it, I walked on his lawn and stomped on every flower that had blossomed, he was a prick, so I kicked in his door and his fore head coped it,

this is for our break up, we used to be mates, and for taking away the chicken strips that ur mum used to make, they were great,

its for everything you did, its for back when we were kids, and for back in time for the break up that I never did, leaving me to be sick, trapped deep in my skin, every hit with the bat was for him, crack and crack and crack and crack,

his wife scream, “Tony”, his eyes were closed, his wife was white, his life decomposed, his kids were crying,

then his wife said I know ur upset, but Tony loved you, I was the one that made him choose, and between me and you, ur a goose, and I cant believe he almost choose you,

I screamed, Tony, I cant believe I got it all wrong, I prayed, dear god, please let tony go on, to late tony was gone.