Ruin

I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town

'Cause I'm someone you don't need around

And I know it feels like love right now

But eventually I'll just let you down

Trouble follows me down every lane

Self-sabotage is my middle name

I'm a bonafide shit hurricane

And I'm terrified that I'll never change

When the truth is I'm scared

You're all I wanted

I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head

I go and start a fight so I can lose it again

Oh, why, oh, why, am I so terrified of letting you in?

You're the one thing in my life

I don't wanna ruin

I don't wanna ruin, yeah

(Oh-oh-oh) I've crossed the line about a hundred times

(Oh-oh-oh) I sober up, then apologize

(Oh-oh-oh) but these demons here, they're here for life

(Oh-oh-oh) you're too beautiful, don't waste your time

'Cause the truth is I'm scared

You're all I wanted

I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head

I go and start a fight so I can lose it again

Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in?

You're the one thing in my life

I don't wanna ruin

I don't wanna ruin, yeah

I don't wanna ruin

I don't wanna ruin

Step one, I was freaking out

Step two, feeling better now

Step three, if you stick around

I promise I'll never let you down

Step one, I was freaking out

Step two, feeling better now

Step three, if you stick around

I promise I'll never let you down

I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head

I go and start a fight so I can lose it again

Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in?

You're the one thing in my life

I don't wanna ruin

I don't want to ruin, yeah

I don't wanna ruin (step one, I was freaking out)

(Step two, feeling better now) I don't wanna ruin, yeah

(Step three, if you stick around) I promise I'll never let you down

Step one, I was freaking out

Step two, feeling better now

Step three, if you stick around

I promise I'll never let you down