Colorblind

I'm having troubles

To open my eyes

It's been too long

Since the golden times

What if I can't find

The good inside my mind

I'm colorblind

This is the devil

Who's taking my hopes

I'm facing a mountain

Of broken oaths

What if I can't see

That this isn't me

I'm colorblind

What if I can't feel

That this isn't real

I'm colorblind

Why am I falling

Faster than destiny's calling

I was supposed to lay down my disguise

And open my eyes

And feel like I'm back in time

And yet I'm a stranger

Drowning in fear and in danger

I was supposed to be me

This is not me

It's my broken mind

I'm colorblind

It's just exhausting

My smile is at stake

I believe I am strong

But it's so hard to fake

What if it's the dark

It's conquered my heart

I'm colorblind

What if I can't feel

When this is too real

I'm colorblind

Why am I falling

Faster than destiny's calling

I was supposed to lay down my disguise

And open my eyes

And feel like I'm back in time

And yet I'm a stranger

Drowning in fear and in danger

I was supposed to be me

This is not me

It's my broken mind

I'm colorblind

I'm colorblind

I'm colorblind

I'm colorblind