If I Have to Ask

I’ve been worrying about everything

Hear the phone ill probably let it ring

All those melodies I’ll never sing for you

Nothing here is really what it seems

And every day feels like its make believe

I’m scared to tell you about all my dreams with you

You’re up and you’re down

And you smile then I frown

We make up and then start again

It’s the same old thing

That we said at the start

But it’s falling apart

And I don’t know if it’s worth saving anymore

Tell me you love me

Show me there’s something

I’m barely holding on

Wondering if it was all in my head

Tell me you love me

Show me there’s something

‘Cause if I have to ask if you love me all the time

Then I already have my answer

I’ve been worried about it endlessly

Now the passion is a memory

wonder if you think I’m meant to be with you

Done pretending that it’s all ok

Sense the judgment from a mile away

Think I’m running out of words to say to you

One more time

You’re up and you’re down

And you smile then I frown

We make up and then start again

It’s the same old thing

That we said at the start

But it’s falling apart

And I don’t know if it’s worth saving anymore

Tell me you love me

Show me there’s something

I’m barely holding on

Wondering if it was all in my head

Tell me you love me

Show me there’s something

‘Cause if I have to ask if you love me all the time

Then I already have my answer

I’ve been trying to keep it alive

But it’s only a matter of time

The silence on the line is killing me

I can try and keep it alive

But it’s only a matter of time

I’m just scared to say those words out loud

I’ve been worrying about

Tell me you love me

Show me there’s something

I’m barely holding on

Wondering if it was all in my head

Tell me you love me

Show me there’s something

‘Cause if I have to ask if you love me all the time

Then I already have my answer