I'm so cold inside

So why am I so hot headed?

Parked outside in the dawn of the light

My thoughts are so so dark

And these lights are so damn bright

My heart is gone for sure

And I stay drowning in the waves at night

Pusha T with the schemes and the coke rap wordplay

Poppin' press caps like it's throwback Thursday

Earliest memory of funeral in first grade

Traumatized by my past made me a teenage dirtbag

Memorials and court dates movin' white like Norway

Four thousand dollar cameras just to see in 4K

Standing on the edge cause I love suspense

Cold inside but I'm heated cause these drugs intense

Monkey see Monkey do can't fix me with the monkey wrench

Pounds in the trunk, got that funky stench

**** love to flex till they under arrest

Now they tattle telling something someone said

Sudden death

Fighting for your life, trying to numb the stress

I'm So cold inside So why am I so hot headed?

Parked outside in the dawn of the light

My thoughts are so so dark

And these lights are so damn bright

My heart is gone for sure

And I stay drowning in the waves at night

The meaning to life i don't know it

I'm reaching these heights it is snowing

Just keep it in mind yea I told them

I'm speaking my mind To my homies

It's freezing outside it is frozen

Im seeking advice In the moment

I peek through the blinds while they open

I weep to the sky when I'm broken, I'm feeling it

Pick up the pieces I'm building it Put it together like pyramids

Bottoms and tops, yeah we living it

Put the bottle down, I'm pinning it

Telling them everything, upload it to internet

I use used to keep my powder in packs of cigarettes

Packages of cigarettes

Who want the smoke in the mirrors? Ain't no one holding my beers

Shoulders is wet cuz I focus on tears

And nobody gets it i been focused for years

But that ain't enough

I've been working on me it's a cold sphere

Been a permanent freeze, only hold dear

Only couple of peeps with no fear

I've been stuck on this peak and it snows here

What i touch it'll freeze, get your Montclair

No games on this throne but a winter is coming I did it, I done it

I'm singing bout nothing, I'm gone

I'm So cold inside So why am I so hot headed?

Parked outside in the dawn of the light

My thoughts are so so dark

And these lights are so damn bright

My heart is gone for sure

And I stay drowning in the waves at night