Overkiller

I've had enough

Of the pressure and

I've had enough

Of the patience and

I've had enough

Of the panic and

I've had enough

Of the pity you're giving me

I've had enough

Of the cowardice

I've had enough

Of the heartbreak and

I've had enough

Of the ridicule and

I've had enough

Of my own bullshit

Say that I won't

That I can't

That I'll never be

Never belong

An outcast from the blessed

And I'm telling you telling you no

'Cuz you don't

Understand that I'll never be

Never be

Calm or content

In this war with myself

G-G-Get ready for the ending

The red light is blinking

I've done so damn much

But my self-worth keeps sinking

I'm constantly working

To make my life perfect but

Lying on my death bed

Will all this be worth it?

I'll spend my whole life

Overcoming my doubt

I want it to matter

When my heart goes out

Assemble some punks

Play a few shows

Maybe for a moment

I won't feel so low

Then suddenly the labor

Pays off and I'm able to

Soak up the feeling of

Being a bit stable

Relieved of the burden

Of never giving up

...But I'm kidding myself

It will never be enough