You don't know what it's like to

Analyze all the time

You say the world's in black and white but

I see colors you'd never like so

Please don't try to comfort me in

Your distant reality, no

You will never hold the key

To something that could set me free

Married the pain, so you know I wore a black gown

Do anything to lighten up this meltdown

I'm thinking over and over again

These situations play out in my head

These conversations I'm starting to dread

Sometimes I wish my brain could just shut down

Try to escape my thoughts, but they come back around

Married the pain, so you know I wore a black gown

Do anything to lighten up this meltdown

I'm thinking over and over again

These situations play out in my head

These conversations I'm starting to dread

'Cause I forget every word that I said

I always pick worst case scenario

And then I focus and focus some more

Until it's encapsulating my soul

And now there's nowhere else to go

Don't know exactly why

I'm burdened with this vice

But when I'm out of sync

I overthink

I overthink

I overthink

I overthink