Not A Friend

When is a friend not a friend?

Like if on my phone your hand’s in my hand

But you ghost

Why you call me friend?

(Okay, that one was good

Is that right?)

She said, baby girl, it's been forever

Did I forget? Must’ve lost your number

Sorry, I’ve just been so unavailable

I can barely breathe

Feel like I'm inside, walls around my mind

And my paranoia’s eating me alive

I just can’t believe

Half the things I see

Haven't been myself, no, I been half asleep

When is a friend not a friend?

Like if on my phone your hand’s in my hand

But you ghost when I needed you the most then

Why you call me friend?

Crazy how it’s taking me forever

Just to figure out one thing I never

Are you, were you, ever really on my side?

But it’s not that deep

So, you like to say

In that drama type of way

And not like an Oscar, like a cabaret

I just can’t believe

Half the things I see

Something else is underneath the masquerade

When is a friend not a friend?

Like if on my phone your hand’s in my hand

But you ghost when I needed you the most then

Why you call me friend?

When is a friend not a friend?

'Cause I'm ripping out a knife outta my back again

Oh, I needed you the most then

Why you call me friend?

Na, na, na, na

Na-na, na, na, na

Na-na, na, na, na

Na-na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na

Na-na, na, na, na

Na-na, na, na, na