Chasing Ghosts (feat. Kerosene)

I've been chasing ghosts for all my life to follow my feel

I'm at the bottom of the barrel and it's feeling surreal

Met the devil, shook his hand and said, "I will take the deal"

Now I'm wasted, rotting away like banana peel

And now I have no fucking clue on where I am going

I'm way up inside the clouds, I feel like I am floating

I feel like I'm streaming, call me Georgie cause I'm water boating

I'm out my medical bed 'cause I cannot stop loathin'

Now these ghosts are in my face, they're booing at me

And all these skeletons inside my closet pointing at me

And all these witches, all these bitches, they are laughing at me

I was the joker and you all made a mockery out me

How does it feel for you to be at the bottom of the food chain?

I can't believe you, the way you treated me turned me insane

I can't understand why you would've hurt me, left me in pain

And all your words and all you've verbed have left me fucking drained

Why can't I find anyone like me?

Like me?

Why can't I find somebody like me?

Like me?

I've been searching for purpose, I cannot find it

Devil under my skin, he's looking through my eyelids

Creeping under the floors, fear what I have to hide

Hidden under my covers, they're inside