Benzo

Just wait for the second

I saw beauty she saw sadness

Man caught up in this madness

Treat myself like i don’t matter

She wanna help me but I’m an addict

Reel her in ill leave her shattered

I Wake up in the morning scattered

No recollection of what happened

I Waste my day laying on the mattress

She wanna love me

Still wanna love me smashed

I wouldn’t love me I hate the drunk me

Demons they on my back

Everyday rusty everyday foggy

Brain lost off the map

Give me the drugs please i wanna fuck this day off crash

Faded to black she will react

I’m ready to play it down

It’s nothing serious you are delirious i am okay for now

Her skin is white her hair is black

When I’m with her I’m proud

She sees doubt deep in my eyes i don’t want to let her down.

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

Fucking a bitch

I’m Ready to rip I’m ready to ready to ready to rip

I’m sipping the substance sipping a myth

Motorbike Jesus give him a tip

Dopamine dopamine dopamine lift

Cheapy Sobrio I’m over this shit

I’m overseas drifting broken within

Heaven on earth still swallowing sins

Ay, ay, ay,

Im blowing this shit up.

I did myself without any hiccup

Rugged as fuck she still want my hit up

Rolling through cities while getting my dick sucked

Banging this music 23 this us

80 proof vision I’m turning this shit up

Haters and lovers are perking their ears up!

Laying it down yeah we get it on

I’ve been destructive ever since young

It used to be crazy used to be fun

Now it’s just slave ship under the sun

I speak to the Lord I speak to above

Forgive me for everything that I have done

Moment of clarity without the drugs

Happiness hunting this is all love

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?

I can’t sleep without a Benzo am i alive?