And somewhere between the kitchen and the casket

Is where I realized that I was slipping faster and faster

On my thoughts over breakfast, check myself off my checklist

I found believing in heaven's receiving a death wish

With all these questions I'm asking

Start with the simple ones

Closed eyes, see light

Tell me why

Why is my mother scared that I don't miss her?

Why not do it more to prove her wrong?

And I was somewhere between the dark and the fluorescent

I'd spent all of the dimes that I'd saved up for the weekend

But now it's Friday and I'm alone

Where's my cellphone? Where's my soul?

Am I choked by the truth or this new diamond necklace?

And why is my mother scared that I don't miss her?

Why not do it more to prove her wrong?

Why do I try so hard to be remembered

When I could stay right here and wait until I'm gone?

I'm asking all these questions

Start with the simple ones

Closed eyes, see light

Tell me why

Why is my mother scared that I don't miss her?

Why not do it more to prove her wrong?

Why do I try so hard to be remembered

When I could stay right here and wait until I'm gone?

All these questions

Questions

All these questions

Questions