Black Swan

Staying with Alice, she's doing fantastic again

I'm just the mold in her living room, playing the funny friend

Late night, emotional, eating alone

Just worked out why I avoid going home

One day at a time, I am falling behind into underwhelm

Black swan that I am

I'm sick of the damn chase

I'm saving a dance

For feelings I can't place

Mama, turn me blonde

Black swan, black swan

You said I like to romanticize 2008 (Hmm-mm, mm-mm, mm)

You called it what it is, the youth that I missed felt exactly the same (Hmm-mm, mm)

That's just the guy that I was and I'll be (Hmm-mm)

Dissatisfied with the nature of me

You breathe the smoke of my constant emotional state (Hmm, mm, mm)

Mm, mm

Black swan that I am

I'm sick of the damn chase

I'm saving a dance

For feelings I can't place

Mama, turn me blonde, take my final form

Black swan, black swan

Lost where I belong

All the signs are wrong

Black swan, black swan

And I'm so comparative

Tired of feeling it

Never free of it

Wherever I am, it's not where I should be

That's all it is

Still making amends with my personality

Contortionist

Black swan that I am

I'm sick of the damn chase

Mama, turn me blonde, take my final form

Black swan, black swan

Lost where I belong

All the signs are wrong

Black swan, black swan