When Everything Was Lost

I saw the redwoods and I thought of you

As a child danced in another room

In another room

I see the shape of our shadow

Plastic plants that never bloom

I fear the smell of quiet rooms

Did someone say everything was fine

That everything was fine

Or did I dream that for a time?

I see the shape of our shadow

I guess it seems like we’re racing

To some kind of a station

I dreamt it was different

So much I was different

That we could be ageless forevermore

And then everything was lost

I've been searching 'cause I'm out place

Left alone in, in a purgatory

And the swinging door

Begging me to stay

Machines beside your bed

I saw the shape of our shadow

I guess it seems like we’re racing

To some kind of a station

I dreamt it was different

So much I was different

That we could be ageless forevermore

And now everything is fucked

Take me back upstate

To where we were falling

Lost in the Hudson

Dogs in the morning

Maybe I'll miss you

I've seen you in another time

And now everything is fucked

And everything is fucked

And everything is fucked

Fucked

And everything is fucked