What's Up?

You

You've got a lot on your plate this week

A lot of promises you couldn't keep

And that's just fine

I'm

Just trying not to lose my shit this time

Avoiding everything and saying I'm fine

And we're out of sync

And I'm

Not sure why nothing makes me feel like getting out of bed

And I'm not sure what's going wrong inside my head

Honestly, never felt this lousy in my life before

It makes no sense to me, I should be happy, should be thankful for

The friends I have around me, the support of my fractured family

But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine, when I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm such a fuck

I'm such a fucking piece of shit

And you hated me for it

We

Just haven't really been on the same page

Crossing our wires, oversensitive

To everything you say to me

But I

I think that I'm so self-aware, but I just overthink

But still I never realize how much it's been affecting

Honestly, never felt this lousy in my life before

It makes no sense to me, I should be happy, should be thankful for

The friends I have around me, the support of my fractured family

But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine, when I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm feeling lousy all the time