40 DAYS (feat. Mogli the Iceburg & Jon Keith)

Welcome back welcome back welcome back

I know it's been a minute I know it's been a minute I know it's been a minute I know it's been a minute

We been busy We been busy We been busy We been busy

I got a lot to show you I got a lot to show you I got a lot to show you I got a lot to show you

I'ma be honest though

Tribe on the move

It ain't pretty

Yeah

Say a prayer for me and mine I got a need to climb

Come and see my daily conversation with the Divine

Lately it just looks a lot more like stayin silent

Whether or not I speak really ain't gon change climate

Don't talk to me like I don't clap giants

I'm too gassed up feel like Joe Biden

Some of yall passed up and now you apologizin

Yall wanna act up I wanna act like I ain't violent

You put it on your kid's life how you not slidin

I don't even wanna speak if I can't stand by it

They showed us what a man was but I had to redefine it

I'm workin on self control and bein okay with cryin

Yall said I'm way off yall said I'm backslidin

How you got eternal life and still feel like dyin

Just cause God won it don't mean stop fightin

Be who He said I am man I'm still tryin

95

How many more times I gotta cry out before You answer

Man I'm still tryin

I'm tired

Yeah

Life gettin better but my eyes gettin redder but my eyes gettin

My mind feelin like a tightrope tether that's a tightrope

One side hell and the other side heaven and the other side

One man's L that's another man's lesson

Bread gon rise with a little bit of leaven just a little bit

One bad speech gon ruin the whole message

Almost OD'd tryna gather my credit where my credit at

Set my soul free if I really would let Him

Twenty years of pain feel like forty days of pourin rain

Noah if you know it then you feel the same

Love and fear together doesn't correlate doesn't correlate

The Gospel givin everything I felt the Torah take takin it back

Trauma isn't always very obvious

I'm findin out my childhood was haunted with accomplishments

Lose my sense of self without applause

Insecurity is close whenever arrogance involved when the arrogance involved

Problems that my parents couldn't solve

Passed down from before gonna end with me

Had to look into the mirror and say let me be

Sent a message through the tears and say set me free free free free free free free

Someone once told me someone once told me someone once told me

Good sailors good sailors good sailors

Ain't made with calm seas calm seas calm seas

We in the middle of a storm

I can't believe the things I'm lookin at

My wife cookin dinner for me in a brand new house

I shaved my head so I could grow it back

Think that's a metaphor for everything I've been through I'ma tell yall bout

I deconstructed everything that I believe in back to the beginning

And built it back on top of Christ arisen

I'm still agnostic on a lot but ain't the journey half the point in livin

I'm worried less about the politicin

I've learned less from school than talking with my friends over drinks

I learned that money makes you happier than most people think

I learned the people you call friends can really change in a blink

I learned forgiveness more than just a sentiment that you think

I learned that just cause you ain't fail it doesn't mean that you pass

I learned that things done in the dark come back to bite in the uh

I learned that people trust you more after you take off the mask

Ayo is you a Christian rapper I'm so glad that you asked

I'm a imperfect complex padawan of Yeshua

Judge me by my fruit not the market for a genre

We bringin meat that we gonna chew on with the rest of ya

Indie tribe back to save lives through the Father