I swear I'm not the man I used to be

Defiled and shaken

Well, maybe it's just the price I pay

To pull a fast one, on the hurt I call my misery

I summon my demons, from the inside out, they speak in tongues

The holiest of holy, still don't make sense, you're an enigma

And now, I can't forgive you

Hate, hate, it's coming from the inside

Play dead, I wanna fucking set it right

Hate, hate, it's coming to a fist fight

Break it down, take it down

Ain't gonna last a round

My life is gone, now hear me, you ain't gonna last a round

My life undone, so pull the trigger first before I pull one on you!

You are the one that could save me

But you chose to leave and give up on me

Left me to dangle from the ceiling wall

While my whole world began to fall

I am tensed for the lies that you've fed me

No amount of medication's ever gonna save me

I am tied to the trigger when you left me

But I promise you, I'll bury you with me

I'll bury you with me!

I will forgive but I won't forget you!

You're just a part of me from the get go

Now you try to leave and cut it from the lay low

Take it back to a time when we said "Slow"

Knuckles bared

When you shoved it down my throat, cold

I won't forget the past, the pain, the tears

Insanity, that you put me through

Now is the time when I take it right back to you!