When I Go

Self medicated, so complicated

Feel like I never show the man behind that smile

I was fading while you were praying

Most walked a thousand but I've walked a million miles

I could change but never will

The wounded me could never heal, oh yeah

But that's alright by me

On borrowed time I tried to steal

But my vices they took the wheel

And the wrong direction set me free

And I hope it don't hurt you

Boxing up the memories you miss the most

And I know it won't be easy

But I'm somewhere in that sky you're not alone

When I go if you need me

I left a letter in the dresser that I wrote

And I know that I've been selfish

Gone too soon yeah that's the truth I've always known

It wasn't hard to face the light with my head high

My life has come at this red light I lived fast and I loved hard

I know you know so, never walked the line on that tight rope

If you fall fight back that's how life goes you can still find your way back home

Don't lose hope

Gone from my room but there's no closet full of bones

I paved these roads

Lived out my dreams but now you have to let me go

And I hope it don't hurt you

Boxing up the memories you miss the most

And I know it won't be easy

But I'm somewhere in that sky you're not alone

When I go if you need me

I left a letter in the dresser that I wrote

And I know that I've been selfish

Gone too soon yeah that's the truth I've always known