制作
作曲和作词
Ariana Harbin
词曲作者
Ryan Boshart
词曲作者
Jegug Ih
词曲作者
Ben Tufts
词曲作者
制作和工程
Ryan Boshart
制作人
Ben Tufts
制作人
Jim Curtis
母带工程师
Aaron Campbell
混音工程师
Dave Goodermuth
录音工程师
Omega Studios
录音工程师
歌词
I've been feeling like I'm turning into something
You could never imagine, but maybe it's always been inside
Guess I drank the poison, and I've got a confession:
I savored it 'til the end, I just can't hide it
Don't cry for me, 'cause I won't for you
And I destroyed my being for the last time
And maybe that's why I haven't been feeling like myself lately
I'm killing myself every day
And I'm kidding myself, 'cause I'm not okay
I've been drinking lots
I've been thinking thoughts you might consider selfish
I couldn't give two shits about you
I'm through with drowning in my own existence
Nothing remains if I just fly the fuck away, for real
I've got a new revelation: I lie to feel
Don't cry for me, 'cause I won't for you
And I destroyed my being for the last time
And maybe that's why I've been feeling more like myself lately
I'm killing myself every day
And I'm kidding myself, 'cause I'm not okay
I feel it crawling through my skin
Oh it chills so real
It's been gnawing at me
Finally, I gave in
'Cause I've been not okay
I'm killing myself every day
And I'm kidding myself, 'cause I'm not okay
Written by: Ariana Harbin, Ben Tufts, Jegug Ih, Ryan Boshart
