Funeral Home

I'm anxious

Constantly worried and jaded

I'm taking a quiz on the internet

It told me that you'd die

Would you see red

If I stepped on a crack in the pavement?

Is it a sign, is it fiction

I've been writing in my head?

You know it's pointless

Talking me down

I try to fake it and you call me out

Running in circles

Scared to find out

Try not to focus

On if your plane crashed and I'm not on it

Or the ocean floods your apartment

I'm losing sleep and telling you I'm fine

The longer I'm with you

The more that I miss you

Can't let it go

Already printed your photo

For the wall at the funeral home

Sure I'm reckless

I act like it doesn't affect us

You could be surfing the internet and find out that I died

You'd have break the news to my parents

I'd leave you with the mortgage and payments

It'd empty all the air from your rib cage

Before you could say goodbye

You know it's pointless

Talking me down

I try to fake it and you call me out

Running in circles

Scared to find out

Try not to focus

On if your plane crashed and I'm not on it

Or the ocean floods your apartment

I'm losing sleep and telling you I'm fine

The longer I'm with you

The more that I miss you

Can't let it go

Already printed your photo

For the wall at the funeral home

And if I'm honest

It feels like I'm breaking my promise

Every time that I step out the door

What if my plane crashed and you're not on it

Or the ocean floods my apartment

I'm losing sleep and telling you I'm fine

The longer I'm with you

The more that I miss you

Can't let it go

Already printed your photo

For the wall at the funeral home

Already printed your photo

For the wall at the funeral home