Twentysomething

This is the beginning of the end

I’ve convinced myself it’s over

And I’ll never win again

And every single well-intentioned friend

Tells me all the time I’m doing

So much better than I am

But I’ve got no job

Depression

Just turned twenty-six and

I lost my

Insurance

And my therapist is too expensive

I thought the whole point of misery

Was to get a little company

But if no one’s listening

Then what’s the point of feeling so bleak?

I thought the whole point of misery

Was to get a little company

So if you’re not listening

Then you’re no good to me

They say self-soothing is key

But I tried screaming in my pillow

And it didn’t do a thing

Cause if no one’s on the call

How will anybody notice

When I finally hit the wall

At full speed

Ahead and

Racing to a dead end

All gas

No leverage

Don’t call the paramedic

I thought the whole point of misery

Was to get a little company

But if no one’s listening

Then what’s the point of feeling so bleak?

I thought the whole point of misery

Was to get a little company

But if you’re not listening

Then you’re no good to me

I thought the whole point of misery

Was to get a little company

But if no one’s listening

What’s the point of anything

I thought the whole point of misery

Was to get a little company

So if you’re not listening

Then you’re no good to me