So Special

Big smile losing all of my senses

Closed eyes I'll be spinning

It's alright it's just the world in rotation

I go in and out of this conversation

This night feeling kinda essential

I'm checking my behavior but it's hard to navigate, where the fences

At the bottom of the glass, my attention

Wish I could erase all this talk

Like I'm in here caught in a trap

Like I been away too long to get back

Live inside a life from the past

I'm forgetting all these feelings will pass

A witness to my life on the side

I just want to have a good time

But the spirits always catchin' my eyes

This drink won't let me reach my potential

But I don't care cause I'm feelin' special

(So Special)

Look a saint feeling the devil

This time I don't know how to be gentle

Feel like a movie, yeah I wanna see it twice

It's just a habit put my trust into this wine

Pulling like a magnet, I'm too far to realign

Everything I love is always killing me

I ain't feeling rough, I do it willingly

Hope when I get old the Lord forgives me

(I hope the Lord forgives me)

I've been going too fast, too fast, too fast

I've been tryna outshine this red light

I want it to last, to last, to last

This drink won't let me reach my potential

But I don't care cause I'm feelin' special

(So Special)

Look a saint feeling the devil

This time I don't know how to be gentle

(Instrumental)

They say it's gonna heal me

Pray I find the real me