PLAYED TO LOSE

I can tell I'm nauseous

I can tell I'm nauseous, gotta stay cautious

I got voices my head, like

All the voices in my head, like (like)

I'm too tired of noises and the tiring choices

God, it's too pointless

The demons on the side of my bed are tellin' me that

Nothin' to lose, nothin' to lose

By rolling the dice tonight

If I choose to walk the easy road

I'm gon' be alright

It's nothin' to lose, it's nothin' to lose

I'll make it out alive

Oh, out alive

Lies, no, I'm not feeling better, yeah

I tried keepin' it together (ooh)

I'm lost in here forever

I gotta pay my dues

'Cause I played to lose

Ooh

I gotta pay my dues

'Cause I played to lose

Ooh

I gotta pay my dues

'Cause I played to lose

I'm so tired of fighting

I'm so tired of writing

I feel so divided

I just gotta get my head right, yeah

Like the tongue, I'm biting (I'm biting)

And the thoughts I'm hiding, gotta stay silent

The demons on the side of my bed are tellin' me that

Nothin' to lose, nothin' to lose (uh, uh)

By rolling the dice tonight

If I choose to walk the easy road

I'm gon' be alright

It's nothin' to lose, it's nothin' to lose

I'll make it out alive

Oh, out alive

Lies, no, I'm not feeling better, yeah

I tried keepin' it together (ooh), ay

I'm lost in here forever

I gotta pay my dues

'Cause I played to lose

Ooh

I gotta pay my dues

'Cause I played to lose

Ooh (I played to lose)

I gotta pay my dues

'Cause I played to lose