Made Up My Mind

We got to talking

'Bout the future and the options

Hypothetically

Got lost in

Who would die first

We spent the evening

Drank our way right though the feelings

Silently stared at the ceiling

Watched you try to find the words

You said, "I gotta know

Even if it hurts"

If the sky opened and heaven was waiting

And I left you by yourself

Would you find somebody else

If time said it’s my turn to be taken

Would I be your last goodbye

'Cause If you asked me to decide

I’d die before I made up my mind

Honey, that’s my final answer

There’s no happy ever after

After you, I don’t see anything at all

I know I’d do nothing different

For what it is or what it isn’t

I’d rather not think about living

When you’re gone

You said, I gotta know

Even if it hurts

If the sky opened and heaven was waiting

And I left you by yourself

Would you find somebody else?

If time said it’s my turn to be taken

Would I be your last goodbye?

'Cause If you asked me to decide

I’d die before I made up my mind

I’d let my heart stop in my chest

Before I’d lay you down to rest

I couldn’t take another breath

Without you here

'Cause if you're gone there's nothing left

No rhyme, or reason to exist

It’s not a life I wanna live

Without you here

If the sky opened and heaven was waiting

And I left you by yourself

Would you find somebody else?

If time said it’s my turn to be taken

Would I be your last goodbye?

'Cause If you asked me to decide

I’d die before I made up my mind