Proud

Tried to drink you away

Take my poison and pray

Held by too many strangers

I've tried eating too much

Then not eating enough

Doubled down every tear

If you could see me now

I don't think you would be proud of me

If you could see me now

I don't think you would be proud

They say you're in heaven, heaven

But down here is like hell

They say it gets better, better

But there's nothing that helps

I wrapped up innocence

Can no longer feel a thing

Oh, if I could make you proud then I would

When you're in heaven, heaven

I can't call you for help

I've tried being too much

But it's never enough

There's no me without you

Tried every way make a piece of you stay

Won't make memories fade

They say you're in heaven, heaven

But down here is like hell

They say it gets better, better

But there's nothing that helps

I wrapped up innocence

Can no longer feel a thing

Oh, if I could make you proud then I would

When you're in heaven, heaven

I can't call you for help

If you could see me now

I hope you would be proud of me

Just let me take my time

Then I will bring out the best in me

(Hm)

They say you're in heaven (heaven), heaven

But down here is like hell

They say it gets better (better), better (better)

But there's nothing that helps

I wrapped up innocence

Can no longer feel a thing

Oh, if I could make you proud then I would

When you're in heaven (heaven), heaven

I can't call you for help