The Girl That I Used To Be

I miss how sharp I used to be

When all I can think about is me

When I trust my guts completely

And always know where to find my keys

I miss how careless I could be

Not a single soul depend on me

Didn't think it'd be a luxury

To stay in bed and sleep till three

I can't quite explain it

It's not that I hate it

I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye

To the girl that I used to be

My silly insecurities

Just 'cause I don't fit in my old jeans

My body bears the pain in all its beauty

Yeah, I can always count on me

I'm the default

Down to a fault

I'm always the go-to

"Ask her, she'll know what to do"

I can't quite explain it

It's not that I hate it

I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye

It happened, oh, so quickly

I became a Mom so naturally

But no one told me I would have to say goodbye

To the girl that I used to be